random~

hvnt updated my blog in a while....just thought i'd dropped by~lolXD im saying this as tho im visiting~~haha
bt seriously, i really admire those ppl who can blog dilligently all the time....i'm like, all out of post for at least few months after one update~~haha bt then agen i nvr really liked writing much anyways~XD

so well, wat to write~hmm...well, i think i'll just tell a little about the stress im facing right now...hopefully i dun write a whole essay out of it~~XD
course work is killing me...student council stuffs are killing me...stupid feelings are killing me...basically, im surprise im still surviving until now~~haha guess it didnt turn out to be an essay after all, but tats bcuz i nvr eloborate it~~haha lets just leave it at thr then~XD

then well, about my current classmates now...well, i miss FIS, but my class this year is great too~^^ altho our class is sort of divided into chinese n malays, but then agen i get along with everyone else so im fine~^^
i do hang out with the chinese almost all the time tho~especially chen(my best buddy from FIS), Angie(angelina, a really nice person tat reminds me of becky~=3), KT(kuan tai, a funny and sometimes annoying guy~oh wait, i mean, monkey~~XDXD), lee teing(who's older than me and really like jie jie~gt a hidden scary side~~haha~) and shirley(who really reminds me of ida~she's nice and funny too).
but i can hang out with anyone in class too so tats great~^^ i hv a feeling, or hopefully anyways, tat our class will be like FIS last year~whr everyone is close with everybody and can hang out n hv fun all the time~=)

other than tat~well, i do get to see some fis-ians sometimes im happy~^^ but unfortunately thr are some who's nt here in kl...=(
im also missing my friends n family from kuantan~~=( faster holiday so i can go back~~><
cant wait~~ hopefully my best friends would all still be in kuantan when i go back for holiday~~we need to get together la guys~very long nvr reunion dy~~='(

well, anyways, think tats all i can squeeze out of my mind currently...
this is ryu signing off~over n out~

Uni~

well, got back to subang two weeks ago~
just finished orientation period n classes start officially tml~so....haiz...
i can already foresee alot of stress in the future~~XD
mainly bcuz thrs alot of things we have to handle n keep track oursleves....nt to mention assignments are gonna be much harder from now on....haiz....
i miss my childhood....T_T

rented a student room here...much better than the apartment i stayed in last year...but the only thing is my room is very very hot....>
bt luckily all my hsemates are really friendly so i'm grateful that their here~^^
n i'm really happy that gt wi-fi here so can satisfy my internet addiction...haha

about my class...well, its considered a relatively small class with only about 30+ ppl in it....i'm taking biomed, bt we share class with the biotech students for the first year cuz we are taking the same subjects~
i'm glad this is a small class, it'll be like FIS , or i hope so anyways.
One of my FIS classmates is taking biotech, n is in the same class as me so thank god i wont be alone anyways, n i made another new fren oso from my class so i guess things will get better from now on as i get to know my classmates better~
another thing i'm happy about is quite a few from fis are also in taylors lakeside so at least still can see them~~^^

well, i dun know how things will be in the future bt i hope it wont just revolve around studies~or that would be just sad...lol
k la, will post somemore another time~=)

this is ryu signing off~over n out~

wow its been forever since i've updated....lol...expected...XD since i'm nt the most hardworking person in the world...n life in FIS is just busy~~haha
bt now finally~i graduated~~yay~!!^^
finals ended last friday n since then i've been out with my classmates all over the place, cherishing our last moments together, cuz it would be rare in the future for us to gather everyone together like this agen.

i guess since i hvnt updated in like, almost a year, i should highlight some of the things that happened to me in this one year~~:
1. actually started to do homework, although not consistent...XD
2. Went karaoke for the first time in my life
3. Drank alcohol for the first time in my lifeXD
4. Learnt some presentation and speaking skills
5. Learnt to be more responsible
6. Witnessed some real true life drama
7. Gossiped a lot...XD
8. Alomst 'died' many times due to the workload and deadlines and projects etc...
9. Performed a drama to public for term project
10. Performed choral speaking for term project
11. Wore high heels for more than five mins....my feet died....XD
12. Made some great friends with long-lasting bonds
13. Went broke quite a few times
14. Learnt to appreciate home and hometown
15. Got more corrupted by others...hahaha
16. Met people crazier than me....geng~lol
17. Bought a guitar~~^^^^^^^yayayayay~~!!
18. Got homesick~missed my family n frens back in kuantan~
19. Joined facebook~opened a blog~lol and opened a twitter account too~
20. Did 10 hours of community service
21. Improved my english~
22. Ate a lot...XD
23. Learnt to be more independent
24. Learnt to be more tolerant...my temper improved~^^miracle~haha now wont lose temper so fast dy~~haha
25. Matured a bit...thinking-wise

well, tats all i can rmb at the moment, i'll add more if i rmb something~~lolXD
all i can say is, i will nvr regret joining FIS~~^^
going out for lunch so, i'll update somemore some other time~~

this is ryu signing off~over and out~XD

My college life~

now i'm in Taylor's n studying foundation in science. its still a new program, i'm only the second batch, tat's why still so few ppl in it. in total, plus the seniors, thr's only 24 ppl in this course currrently. i know, so few ppl seems very sad rite? but actually its a gd thing^^ bcuz thr's only the few of us, the bond between us is definitely stronger, n tat's wat i like cuz its like having a big new family^^

i'm really happy here cuz of all the frens tat i made here^^ i dun feel homesick at all despite wat other ppl say abt being homesick. i mean, sure of coz i miss my family n my hse, but its not tat bad....n u know y? its bcuz of the crazy frens in FIS tat i nvr get homesick^^ we have fun all the time, n when i hv fun i will totally forget everything else. n while tat may sound irresponsible, its actually a gd thing cuz i can choose to forget anything i want^^ n tat's not an ability everybody can hv n an ability alot of ppl wish they can have so i guess i'm lucky^^

so anyway, here i'm staying at an apartment oppsite of taylors so its quite convenient for me, which is gd^^ since i hate troublesome stuffs....XD...hehehe...
the courses here r okay so far. i mean, of coz hw will kill u, tat's wat it was design to do. the definition of hw is a brainwashing torture device tat is still practiced by primitive society so....XD
but of coz i know its neccessary, just doesn't mean i hv to like it....XP
n physics really killing me....but then it always have anyways...XD...i'll just endure it^^

n moving on, i think i'll talk abt the frens i made here in taylors. i'll start with FIS first.
i dun hv any best fren here, but i hv gd frens tat i usually hang out with on daily basis. in no particular order: rebecca(which also btw is the same name as one of my former classmate, thrfore difficulty in saving name in hp...XD, very crazy n open, but in a gd way^^very cute n funny too), dillon(one word:crazy, especially together with rebecca, damn funny), eva(oso another daredevil, n the youngest in class), sue yi(a very nice n cute girl who's gd in singing n other stuff, very dilligent too), louis(usually quiet, but actually has a hidden crazy side...XD), ganesh(a bit bossy, but nice enough n can get things done around here), tommy(a very funny, cute n blur guy who gives ppl a big bro feeling, or at least to me...XD), gabby(gabriel actually, always act cool+blur, n he always nvr care abt stuff so i hv fun insulting him...XP) n chippy(cher pin, the rejected star...XD...ask him for the story...hahaha). these r the ones i usually hang out with most of the time. n then thr's tiong seng(who's eng name is johnson n he has a nice car~n he is also quite funny, but not as noisy as us...XD), chen(the quiet "appleboy" who's quite nice oso), willy(a funny very-get-along guy who as far as i know knows how to do alot of stuff), ida(at first u may think she's quiet but she's actually quiet funny), aileen(who is really the quiet one n always sticks with Ida), ekmanee(very cute n small size,feels like a little barbie doll^^), siyin(she is also a quiet one but she's very nice, her hair is nice too n it suits her), chong(so far the only guy in class who has a gf,openly at least,he seldom joins us cuz we're too crazy,i think, but he's quite nice oso.also very big bro type of feeling), sathiya(crude, but damn funny, n his mannerism very similiar to my cuzin bro so it feels very fun to hang out with him) , ryan(he's also more of the quiet type but he do talk a bit....rich guy...going to japan in feb..T_T....i wan to go too), ming yan(one of the very quiet ones oso,but he is gd in studies n powerpoint,he is also talking more nowadays,tks to ida.....scandal?!...XD), jamil(the foreign guy from yemen), pravin(sp?)(the new guy in class so dun know much abt him),n jerry(another quiet guy who is very rajin....).

lol if u actually finish reading all tat congrats, cuz even i read it i feel blur dy...

n on another note i watch finish the kattun QoP DVD dy....omg damn hot....altho kame's hairstyle this time....haiz...
ei kui yu, u know onot, NEWS Diamond party most likely got dvd leh....^^
n hopefully kisumai debut this year.....ah n also their concert better got dvd if not somebody will die....grrr.....XD

lol anyways, i think tat's all lah....tat's my limit for writing....other stuff...mebbe next time lah....XD

okie, this is ryu signing off~over n out~

my blog~

Lol. It seems everybody is making a blog here in blogspot, even my best friend oso, that's why u see me here too.lol
Before this i used msn space, but my fren told me tat msn space not popular n very troublesome to access tats why she ask me to make one here oso. so, here i am~XD

anyways, as an introductory post, i shall write about my self....
i'm very bad at writing about myself so i'll just use this as a practice^^

okay, so my name is Tiffany Tan. i was born on 17 july in Ipoh. erm.....okay c i told u i'm bad in this....XD

i have a really conflicting personality within me. u know when u sometimes when u hv two kinds of personality, one an angel and one a devil. well, i'm the same way, but i think my personalities are much more dominant n its a constant battle between the two. tat's why sometimes i'm nice n sometimes i'm not nice....XD

n not only in actions, even my thoughts are divided most of the time.....for example, love. my devil side will tell me love is useless n will only make u weak so its a useless emotion but my angel side will tell me love is a strong emotion that can make u stronger n gives u the motivation to do stuff~so u see~ everything i think oso sure hv two sides n its a constant battle.....tats why sometimes my behaviour or watever i said always not constant, its not bcuz i always change my mind but its bcuz it depends on which side is stronger when i say or do something at tat particular moment.....

n i'm also a very weird person, i always have different opinions from other poeple n my opinions are also most of the time, weird....XD like for me, being called weird n childish is a compliment, altho for some poeple its an insult. n i think snakes are cute, earthworms are also cute....etc etc...u get the point...XD...n i refer to myself as an alien too^^

one more important thing about me is~I LOVE JAPAN~lol
i love the animes, the mangas, the video games,the j-dramas, the culture, the language, n most importantly~all the leng zai's thr~~XD
one thing u must know abt me is tat i am 'leng zai'holic....XD...i go crazy over hot n cute guys~
tats the fangirl in me~XD
of coz, dun judge me too harshly...i dun just judge a book by its cover, i know personality is important, of coz tat's wat i look for in a guy
but~it doesnt hurt to look rite? looking at leng zai is gd for the eye....XD...lol

n um....wat else....er...o ya, me best frens~
firstly, there are the best frens back in kuantan: yuriko, midori, million, n the two siao dong dong^^
n the new frens i made in taylors: becky, mumu, gabby n louis^^
tks to all of u i am who i am~without my frens i am nothing, with my frens i am something^^

thanks to yuriko, my 'bestes' best fren, who understands me the most n can talk nonsense with me on the same frequency, a fellow fangirl~
midori, who i dun usually talk much with but is still a gd fren tat can tahan my nonsense-ness n randomness~lol
million,real name is mei lian but sounds like million so we call her million~XD...she is the nicest person i ever know until i cant even imagine her getting angry n losing her temper~
then thr is the twins~hoong n cheng~i miss them oso, very cute n blur, always blur until can make u spit blood....XD...but can chat until very fun oso...lol...very gullible~

then thr is becky, one of the craziest person i have ever met, altho older than me but very cute until i treat her my little sister...XD
mumu, who is also one of the craziest person i have ever met, very funny n talkative, cute oso~same birthday with me~XD...lol...like a big brother to me
gabby, very cute n looks blur but is actually not....um...dunno how to describe him but he is like a brother lah~XD...can also breakdance...very cool~
louis, one of the good looking guy that i know, always very emo but very cool oso....has nice hair~but frankly i dun really know him tat~ well, cuz he is a very quiet person...

um i think tats all,....i really hv no idea wat to write dy...so...
this is ryu signing off~over n out~